Friday, March 25, 2011 // back to top?Hello Readers! Its been long since i've updated. Hahaha. Nehh, i've been busy with lots of school works! YESSS, ALOT OF THEM! -.- So annoying. I will post a short post yeah. Im doing just fine in school despite the lots of school work i need to do. School has been fun, with all my friends and new friends i have. :> They have always been there, and its feels good. Atleast i dont have to be gloomy everytime. Just because of some situations im going thruu. Heheh. Since im single, ive been a VERYVERYVERY good girl! Haha, im for real! :p Ive been coming back home early, i dont slack anymore, only when i have group study with my classmates. Hehehe. I dont really appreciate my single life, well for suree im not used to it. But what to do. Hehehe. I'll bare with it. Now, everyday, i wake up from my sleep, and smile at the mirror, i will have a positive mind set and hope that everything is going to be okay. Im not denying that im no longer sad, or whether im over him, but what im doing now is just to hope for the best for myself. :> I try not to make this bother me soo much, especially my studies. I dont want my studies to be affected AT ALL! Hehehe. Haishh. But sometimes, i wish i could just have someone who could listen to me, to sit beside me and hear all that i have to say, to feel how i feel, to know just how it hurts and let me cry my lungs out for the LAST time. How i wished i could have that person to be you, yes you. Hmmm. You people may wonder, or think that im still hoping for him, but actually, thats not really true.. Im actually lost, and i how i wished i could clarify things for the last time, to let myself say what i have to say for just the last time. Hmm. Everyday has been a struggle. You know, i wished i had not fallen in love, i had not met him, and i had been single since. HOW I WISHEDDD! I really wanna reverse time. I hate how i am today. ): I just hope for the best. :/
