I dont really know whud to post, but im gonna talk about school. School was kinda fuunn now, since lesson has started. Hmmm. So far studies was okay, i understood most lesson taught, i dowan slack anymore. Its a NO NO. Hahaha. I really wanna do really well for this year and that's one of my resolution for this year ! HAHAHA. But there's still something kinda shocking for me, i really didnt expect M.S was going to be in the same class with me, well the question is whyy must be in my class ? HEH. S0 the SWAAAYYY, really sia. I hate him being in my class cause, he makes me rmbr of the stupid days with him and especially the pain he used to cause me. -.= Luckily, i dont really rmbr all those, cause its like have been 5 years ago ya'knw. So dead alreadyy. HAHAHAHA. :P Kayy end of talking about that guy. Somehow, things are kinda okay between me and M.F, let me repeat, "kinda okay" Haaaisshh. Still not that in good terms, considering we still quarrel over stuffs and whatever it is, i dowan to think muuch about it. Staying positive always, that's got to be or else worst. I dowan this to affect things in my life, especially my studies. M.F, all those that happened between us, had really made me be a more stronger person and making me matured. I realised that sometimes we should have not take things for granted, cause what we have now, wouldn't mean we will have it till forever. Mistakes shouldn't be repeated as chances dont always come to us. Happines should be cherished everyday, as life is never felt if our days are always filled with misery. And lastly is LOVE.. M.F, you made me realise that love is the most greatest thing to have and is the hardest thing to loose. It is filled with a lot of unexplained happiness and sadness at the same time.. M.F, you made me who i wanna improve to be todayy. You are someone i'll never will or could forget, cause if i ever did say i want to forget you, its just simply cause i dont want to show how im weak, i dont want you to feel my misery, for the fact you never ever could feel how it is like being in my position now.. I really want you to move on, just like what you are doing now, even though i know that, that is not really what my heart desires you to do. I just want the best for you even if i have to suffer the worst pain.. ): And now im gonna end my post, since like its really long. LOL. Hahaha. Well, people, if you do understand what im going thru, i dont really need your sympathy, just want you to pray the best for me and that will be nicee enough. And im donee. Byeee ! :D