Heyy, whats up ? Haha. I'll be writting a long post here okay. So if i do have some spelling errors here and there just bare with it. Nyehehe. (: 2o1o was a great start of a year for me, but how sad knowing it is is a sad ending of a year for me. ): I learnt a lot from this year, and which a lot of mistakes i dont want to repeat in 2011. People do make mistakes right ? And yes, i've did too, but how we wished sometimes we didn't commit to mistakes, so that things turn out best at all times. Haaishh. In this year, i've met a lot of amazing people, and not to forget my friends that was with me since i started stepping into secondary life. ^^ Being 14 this year, i've learnt A LOT ! Hahaha. I used to be the "geeky, nerdy girl" in primary school life, and im like "hey hello !" type of girl now. Get it ? Hahaha. Yeah, with what happens in life, with people we met, we never realise we've changed every day. May be in both good or a bad way... Hmmm. I've changed too. I've realised how things made me a "WOMAN" and made me "matured" in a ll the things im doing now.. Not to forget all the memories i've gathered in 2010. Ya'knw sometimes we just wish we had no memory, so that we wont rmbr things that we dont want too.. In 2010, after almost years of being single, i than met this guy who i never thought i would fall hard for, who i never expected would hurt me this deep when i've lost him.. His just an ordinary guy, just probabaly a bit different somehow. But there's this thing that makes him special, he's the guy who had captured my heart, he's the guy with a great heart. Now, i hate myself for loosing him, cause 2011 he's no longer mine anymore.. Its just that, maybe we're not meant to be.. Now its been 1 week being single.. I felt so empty without you.. Thru all the struggles we've been thru, it was pain knwing you finally gave up on this r/s. the feeling really SUCKS. Having sleepless nights only cause i was crying for you, thinking about you and the memories we had.. How i wished you felt how it is, how pain it felt going thru all this.. Now, im just hoping for a better 2011, without you.. I just hope things will be fine for me, and having my loved ones beside me going thru my days to come. Forever, our memories will stay, and i'll never forget you, cause i've always made that a promise i will always love you.. NOW, WISHING EVERYONE A BETTER 2011, AND HAPPY NEW YEAAAAR ! xD
