HELLOHUMANBEINGS ! Today i really feel like posting . Jyeeah . *winks* Not much to talk about school . So , yesterday i was veryvery the "MENDAK" . I decided to meet Gergerl , then messaged Fauzy , & we planned to meet also . Went to meet Gergerl at her void deck at 2.15pm . She dressed up nicely because i firstly planned to go Bedok Library with her , to return the library books , & for some reasons i was lazy soo i canceled the plan . Firstly , went to bubble tea with Gergerl , *Thanks for treating me Oreo chocolate Gergerl !* Hahas . Then went to the block behind & lepak there . AND there comes an INDIAN PERVERT ! He can't stop bothering us , with all his hand actions , showing that he is talking to us and stuffs . " Inadeh " , you VERY THE ANNOYING LAH BUTO ! %$#*@!$*%$#@%$#$@##@#$@%$%$#% Trust me , you guys will get DAMN angry if ever you come across with him . I was so pissed that i showed him *middle fingers* , swear him & stuffs . It was funny , that i & Gergerl bust into laughter . Then came a big cockroach . HAIYO . It was uncomfortable there . Then , went to Macdonalds to meet Fauzy . Weeeeeeeee ~ Haha . Lepak there till 5pm plus , because the bitch came uhhk . I don't like oouhkay . -.- Bie treated me Mchicken . *Thanks dear* Well , he was a bit ANNOYING , then he was fine after that . Because , i was lazy to find faults with him . Duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh . Then we went home . Ouuhkay , i'm done talking about my day . *NextNext*
Muhd Fauzy ; Bie , i know things have been different lately . Duuuh -.-Here im trying to tell you , i really have realised my mistakes . I regreted thati have hurt your heart . I could not deny .Trust me , everytime you scold me and putting blames on me , it really makes mefeel so WORST . And each time we quarrel , i will start to cry .4 WEEKS of going through all this misery , i swear its been tough for me .I felt so lost , so i told *some of my friends* about our situation .99% says that im in the wrong . Because all i told to them was about my wrongs and not yours . You don't know , how misereable i felt . Trust me , i have been putting a fake smile all this time . Yes , im a JERK .Everytime i looked at you , i wanted to tell you how lost i am now , but i just can't say those things out .I JUST CAN'T !I tried my best to show that im serious with you and that i really loved youbut somehow , you are so ego and you can't let the past to be the past .In fact you keep on putting those *past* blames on me . Bie , it was not easy for me to handle them . I kept myself strong everytime . Ya'know ?If you say you had a heartbreak , hello ? Mine is worst ! Seriously , It was not nice being compared with another girl by you own boyfriend . Some more , that girl was your ex lover ! WTF .And know , you keep showing your attitudes to me .You know why i don't give a damn about it ?Because , i kept on saying that , I'M IN THE WRONG and I STARTED ALL THIS .You know it yourself that we are not like we used to be last time . .Bie , i really missed the old times . I really missed the *old loving guy*Even now , you hated it when i stand close to you . You say im irritating .Wth . Are we like normal friends ? Hmmph .C'mon tell me we are not going to work things out . I can't stand it . Really3 .Bie , i accepted my mistakes , i did whatever you want me too do . .Can you please stop punching my heart like a punching bag . IT HURTS okay .Throw the past , your anger and your ego away !Bie , if only you're reading this . . Pls , talk this out with me , cause idon't dare to talk it out with you . .Muhd Fauzy , i really love you . .
