Heylooooo ! Today , i'm so not in the mood . I'm so anrgy at myself . Am i to be balme ? Idk . I'm so sorry for everything . I didn't mean to hurt you . Haaaaisssh . Idk what's going on in my mind . I know you're angry at me , and i'm angry at you . It's obvious . Haaaisssh . I know you really love me . I appreciate it . I don't know why you're treating me like this . . Why can't you treat me well even in front of my friends & your friends ? Why are you keeping everything to yourself . Why must you not trust this relationship . . Heyhey , seriously since you appeared in my life , i feel different , soo HAPPY like no other . Have you know ? I don't afford losing you . . I've never cared what people say . . I don't care what they think . . But why can't you see that i REALLY LOVE YOU ? Isn't things enough ? Tell me . . You need to speak up . All you can say , " Aku rasa aku ngan Iraa tk kan setia. " You know it hurts me ? It really do ! What are you trying to say here . -.- I don't get it . Stop making me feel that i'm to be blame ! I hate it . It hurts , really bad ! I just don't know how to get your `T R U S T ! I hate it when you don't trust that i really love you . Then you ? How you treat me ? Let me walk home alone . . Not asking where i am . . Not bothering how's my day . . How am i with you . . No messages . . Just like that ? How can you expect me to treat you nicely , like how you want . Like , am i supposed to approach you always . Must it be me ? C'mon you're a guy . Must i say , grow up ? Must i tell you how you have to treat me . . Haisshhhh , && you're jealousy . . Hate it . Why must it be like that . I will STOP msgging guys if you never will trust me then . Even though i treat them as friends only . . Anything , just say ! The way you keep quiet , its damn hurting me . . Haaaaaaaisssshh ): Ps ; Bie , i love youuuuu . I really do ! Pls don't END it . . . . .
